Life

I have so many different desires right now. I'm confused with how to go where I want to. I want to spend my life in Vancouver, the one place that means the most to me. But I'm concerned with what could ultimately occur. I'm worried that I will lack the right amount of money to survive there. But what's more important? Being in the place I love the most, with the person I love the most, and letting money come to me.. Or Being somewhere I hate, with people I don't really like, but with a lot of money. Money? Love? Which is more important? Love. What a strange little emotion. Rather, what a strange ginormous emotion. All I do throughout my life I have to make sure that love is somewhere in the equation. As cliche, and sad as that is, love is the one thing in life that I don't know whether I could live without. I find myself meeting so many different situations where love finds me. I feel as though I need to have someone there. Is that such a bad thing? I find myself trying to decipher who would be best for me. And what would be best for me. So confused.